Numb, yet the feelings are so strong.
Paralysis and overflow of voltage, simultaneously.
Pain smoothed over with a relieving gel.
Hope dimmed by doubt.
Joy held at bay by duty.
Disappointment masked over with flexibility.
Desire warring with hatred.
Love fighting anger.
Truth solid beneath shifting facts.
Knowing not touching the feeling.
Belief hanging on when trust wanes.
Pockets of air.
God you see it all. Father- you always make a way. Have yours. Let your Kingdom come. Let your will be done. On earth as it is in heaven. Heal. Restore. Make new. Begin. Surprise. Come through. Oh what grace. Without you I am nothing. Without you I would be insane. Without you I would be lost. Tears.
Holding on to God.
Seeing the blessings in the moments.
Letting go of tomorrow.